If You Simply Must Know

I guess I will have to go ahead and tell you what I want to be, or do, when I grow up.  It’s not one of those things that I really want to do.  It’s something that I feel I must do.  Like homeschooling my children.  I don’t really want to homeschool them.  I would rather send them off on a big yellow bus and let someone deal with them all day.  I just know that I must and if I must, I must.  It’s as simple as that.

Heavenly Father knew when he told me to homeschool my children that I would fail.  That I would be terrible at it.  That I have more weaknesses than strengths.  He knew everything and he told me to do it anyway so I can’t be too hard on myself can I?  I just try my best and do it.

This next phase of my life is kind of like that.  I don’t want to do it but I guess I must.  So here’s what it is.  I’m going to build a school.  But it’s not going to be like any other kind of school because I’m not like any other person but I like to learn and I like to teach so it’s going to be like that.  People teaching and people learning and a little bit of everything else .  Crazy, I know.

I can’t say too much about it right now but I had to say something because I need your help.  In order to build a school I need money.  A million dollars in fact.  I could really use two million because a million dollars doesn’t go very far these days but a million would be a good start.

Last summer I read Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill.  One of my favorite stories from it is about a preacher named Frank Gunsaulus who wanted to build a school.  He thought and thought about it for two years when he finally said, “ENOUGH!”  I need a million dollars to build this school and I will have it before the week is over.  And guess what?  He did.  I’m not going to tell you how he got it because I’m rude like that and I want you to read the book yourself but he got the money within thirty six hours of reaching a definite decision in his own mind to get it.

So that’s what I’m doing.  I have been thinking about this project for six years.  SIX YEARS!  It’s time to do something about it but the first thing I need is money.  I don’t want investors getting in my way and I don’t want to get a loan that I have to pay back.  I just want someone to give me the money.  I don’t think that should be too difficult considering how many people out there have money to burn.  They can just burn a little bit of it my way.

You don’t have a million dollars so where do you come in?  I know you know somebody who knows somebody who knows somebody who has that kind of money that is just waiting to give it to me so if you could start asking around I would really appreciate it.  $1,000,000.  That’s it.  Have them contact me here on my site and I will tell them where to send the check.  I can’t name my school after them because I already have a really cool name picked out but tell them I will put their name on a nice little plaque by the front door if that makes them happy.

Thank you so much!  I really do appreciate your help.  And if this doesn’t work I guess I could always raffle off a couple aprons and quilts and children and raise the money that way.  The little girls have been at Grandma’s for two days and I haven’t really missed them all that much.

(And now I’m going to hit publish before I change my mind about this one more time.)

Photos

I have one child that would love public school.  He would spend all his time jumping through the hoops and be deliriously happy doing it.  This other child though?  The one who reads sitting on her head?  I don’t think she could handle it and I would never want to squelch her fire by trying.

These photos were all taken within five minutes.  She reads for several hours a day but even then she can’t sit still.


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13 Responses to “If You Simply Must Know”

  1. Thank you for being brave enough to share your dream. I think it is a great idea & can’t wait to hear more about it. Let me know if you ever need a librarian for it. I’ll keep a look out for someone with a million dollars to send your way. Best of luck!

  2. Lara! That is very exciting. I think you should go for it and I wish you the best. I love how you have chosen to raise your children as independent thinkers instead of just rote memorization. You seem to combine the best of all educational philosophies and go with that.

    I learn through discussion. I went to college at a place where the class sizes were small, like 8-12 and you did your reading before class and the entire class was discussion. You sat down at a table with your professor and he/she basically facilitated the discussion and added insight occasionally. I think we need to start this sooner with kids!

  3. Allison Says:

    I think that is great ,I hope ypu get your million ! I have never found a school that was perfect for my children . I have been homeschooling my children on and off since 1988. Now I am just homeschooling my youngest who is 6 . I still feel like I don’t know what I am doing , I know homeschooling is the best option for her . I also know that even if I am not doing a perfect job teaching her she will be well educated . Gracie has the shortest attention span of any of my children but I know with Gods help she will learn at her own pace . I think she would love your type of school !

  4. Martina Muir Says:

    I completely relate to both of these things…

    I know homeschooling my children is something I am meant to do. In fact, one time after I was praying about it I got the calming feeling that if Heavenly Father told me to do it – then my best will be better for my children than whatever they would receive in any other alternative. It may not be MORE (as in quantity) but it will be BETTER.

    My second calling in life has required me to overcome some serious fears and self doubt. I have had to take action in ways that I didn’t WANT to do… yet I know I was supposed to do them anyway. I feel it is now time for me to act on these promptings and that is the path I am now on… I am excited that you are also on that path with me.

    I found an awesome YouTube video a couple weeks ago with a great quote. It said:
    “I have found that there are only 2 things that will create your dreams. 1. Your choices 2. Your commitment to those choices”
    Here is the link if you want to watch it:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sctlc_TQzLU

    So the decision has been made – that is always the first step. You are on your way… GOOD LUCK AND BEST WISHES!!

    Much Love,
    Martina

  5. Wow! I will be waiting anxiously to see if you get your million this week. How cool would that be??

  6. I think I would learn how to write grants. It’s a great idea. I hope it goes well. And no, it’s not crazy. All motivated people eventually get their dreams accomplished.

  7. “if i had a million dollars” I’d totally send it your way! And then I’d move there and put my kids in your school! And I’d be the lunchlady. Great dream! Go get it!

  8. sourthern niena Says:

    Is this where the “lazy” part of your identity is revealed? hahaha …I hope I’m reading into this all wrong. At this point if I hadn’t been following your blog and admiring from afar for a very long time, I would question your legitimacy to run a school if you aren’t even willing to work to get it up off the ground!

    Sorry to be a dose of cold water. It’s just that everyone else was posting overly cheery encouragements. I wonder how many of them were thinking what I’m thinking, but didn’t have the guts to tell the truth.

    That being said, I DO hope that you reach your dream and get your school. I just hope you realize that, like anything worth having, it takes mounds and mounds of work. Expecting a million dollars to fall into your lap doesn’t qualify as work. It’s akin to hoping to win the lottery.

    You have been taught the law of the harvest. You know so much better than this.

    There was a reason you questioned whether to publish your post. You need to stay true to yourself and your values during this journey. A journey of a thousand miles begins with but one step…..Here’s all the sincere hope in the world that you can start off on the right foot.

  9. Angela Marie Says:

    Lara says: This comment has been deleted by me. If you do not understand my sense of humor please don’t read my blog and especially do not leave hateful comments. As entertaining as it is for me to read them I want my blog to stay fun and hopeful for everyone else that visits. Thanks!

  10. Cherilyn Says:

    I have a friend in CA that has considered doing the exact same thing. If you are ever interested in her information let me know. Others have done it that I’m sure you are aware of like the Liahona Academy. This is such a great desire and you shouldn’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Can’t wait to see what happens!

  11. Never underestimate the power of positive thinking! I’m sure the money will come to you.

  12. You’re pictures are beginning to look like your quilts – just beautiful! How does your heart and soul contain itself I wonder sometimes – you have so many amazing desires and dreams. I recently watched a little speech that was interesting,made me think of you because you talk and think about the genius side of things: http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/eng/elizabeth_gilbert_on_genius.html

  13. Lara,

    That is awesome! What a fabulous dream. I pray that it will become a reality for you. Are you familiar with the story of George Mueller? He was a missionary in England in the 1800’s and eventually built schools and orphans homes for thousands of children. He prayed for everything that he needed and God provided.

    So if this is what you are called to do, then God will provide.